To My Best Friend from Governor's School,
I know you don't read this. But I'm writing tonight and relaxing and decided to blog. SO, I just wanted to say that I really am soo glad that we met again at Bama, because even though you get on my nerves ( and i get on yours) you really are the person that I talk to about almost everything ( except about sex, cuz your my bro! and that'd be weird :])Anyways, you put up with all my craziness and I love you for that! You've helped me realize what I need to look for in a boy. And I'm so glad to be on this forensics journey with you!
To My Sister,
You don't read this either. NEWSFLASH: NO ONE DOES. HAHA. But anyways, I know that there was a rough patch when you were a lot younger and I wasnt around alot. But our friendship and the fact that we are sisters, means so much more than I could ever express to you. I love calling you my sister. You are beautiful, smart, and just a good person. You remind me so much of myself but you are definitely your own person. Can't wait until we can take that trip to Italy together. ROLL TIDE! :]
To EH,
When we first met, you were young and I wasnt sure what to make of you. But I love you now as if you were blood. I don't like to use the term 'step' because just like C..you are my brother, plain and simple. I love taking pictures with you and modeling! you are so much fun! And Smart, man o man. You impress me so much. I'm looking forward to watching you grow up :]
To David Chase,
You are in a weird stage where you dont talk to me much and you dont like your picture being taken,ect. But I love ya. I probably get on your nerves alot, doing what big sisters do, but it's all in good fun. Ever since we were little, we have always been able to relate really well. I love that about us. Love you!
To my team,
I am so blessed to just be in the same room with you guys, to be competing in the same competition with you. The talent is amazing and awe-inspiring. You guys literally bring tears to my eyes when you perform or give a speech, because you are SO good and I'm so proud to be on your team. Thank you for accepting me, and encouraging me. You are my heart.
To XA
I talk alot about XA on here, because it was the first place that really truly welcomed me at UA and made me feel at home. I wont ever forget that. I know im in the right place with you all, and on the right path. You teach me how to be a better person, and Im blessed to have u guys in my life.
uuuum this is starting to feel like a suicide note or going away letter. weird. I didnt mean it like that. I'm just bored and feel like writing and organizing my thoughts and all that jazz. So UM, yeah. :]
Friday, October 24, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Silence
It is stronger, sometimes, than words can be.
I wonder why it is that some people find taking hints difficult. For example, when you are trying to keep your distance from someone and you don't initiate conversations with them or contact with them, why is it that they insist on keeping contact with you? Do they not understand that you are pretty tired of their bullshit and the 'friendship' is lame and isn't worth keeping because, oh, well..thats funny..you really...in most definitions..arent..friends.anyway. Just curious? I really know the answer..but it still gets me everytime.
Another pet peeve. Facebook statuses. I love my friends. But is it really necessary to talk to your boyfriend/girlfriend through your status..talk about fights.. give subtle hints about whats going on in your relationship or how in loooove you are (I just wanna throw up in my mouth a litttle everytime i read one of those) I mean, yeah, i'm being a little down on this whole love stuff. But there are lots of people that love their bf/gf without exclaiming it every day on Facebook. I looooove those people. They are my heroes.
Yet another pet peeve? E LEARNING. It's down and I wanna get this test out of the way.
Just so this post isnt completely negative. I love Forensics. LOVE my team, they are my heart, and I love them. I think im more happy this year than I can ever remember being. Classes are giving me trouble though, gotta pick that up. We leave for competition next friday..soooo excited about that...but gah I've got SO much work to do before then.
Strongly believe that once you close one door, another opens. But Door A has to be completely closed first. Does that make sense? Good. :]
Love!!
-Jess :]
I wonder why it is that some people find taking hints difficult. For example, when you are trying to keep your distance from someone and you don't initiate conversations with them or contact with them, why is it that they insist on keeping contact with you? Do they not understand that you are pretty tired of their bullshit and the 'friendship' is lame and isn't worth keeping because, oh, well..thats funny..you really...in most definitions..arent..friends.anyway. Just curious? I really know the answer..but it still gets me everytime.
Another pet peeve. Facebook statuses. I love my friends. But is it really necessary to talk to your boyfriend/girlfriend through your status..talk about fights.. give subtle hints about whats going on in your relationship or how in loooove you are (I just wanna throw up in my mouth a litttle everytime i read one of those) I mean, yeah, i'm being a little down on this whole love stuff. But there are lots of people that love their bf/gf without exclaiming it every day on Facebook. I looooove those people. They are my heroes.
Yet another pet peeve? E LEARNING. It's down and I wanna get this test out of the way.
Just so this post isnt completely negative. I love Forensics. LOVE my team, they are my heart, and I love them. I think im more happy this year than I can ever remember being. Classes are giving me trouble though, gotta pick that up. We leave for competition next friday..soooo excited about that...but gah I've got SO much work to do before then.
Strongly believe that once you close one door, another opens. But Door A has to be completely closed first. Does that make sense? Good. :]
Love!!
-Jess :]
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