Sometimes

Sometimes you cant be the carefree girl. Sometimes you cant be the best friend. Sometimes you cant be "the one" and sometimes you cannot be anything special. At times, you are going to encounter someone that you just cant "be" around--because of different circumstances. Maybe because they are a former boyfriend or just someone you have had a bad experience with. In my experiences, I have often wanted to be someone important. And oftentimes, problems arose when I wasnt. Problems came up because I wasnt willing to settle--to just be another one of his girls. But then again I did settle for way to long--but I learned alot. I really wish I could write something wise and profound and something that could make sense to anyone reading. All I know is that the past couple of years I have learned alot about love. I've met guys that have taught me how boyfriends shouldnt be. And boys that have elements about them that Im looking for in a guy. I have met couples that set such a good example of how things should go..and couples that dont set such a good example. And I thank God that I have had experiences that make me never want to settle for someone who is not willing to give me their all. I am ready for a new experience, but Im not going to rush it...because I want it to be a good one this time.

"3 months and Im still breathing
3 months and I still remember it
3 months and I am still sober,
picked all my weeds but kept the flowers"